# A Guide to Previous Posts: January 2020

Here is a guide to posts so far: I am writing this for myself and anyone else that does not like the WordPress navigation system for older posts. This makes is easier to quickly browse through past articles. The first is the most recent …

1. Yunfeng Hu in Seattle My former student is now in Seattle and I wrote a short note about it.
2. A Sort of Synesthesia Thoughts on the difficulty in writing about deeper things.
3. Silence and Beauty Inspired by Makoto Fujimura’s paintings seen at the Jundt Museum (at Gonzaga University) and videos the experience led me to.

4. Ode to My Father Poetry.
5. Soul Vibrations Poetry.
7. Finding Depth, Seeing Clearly A meditation on judgment and nuance in the age of Trump, with a thread connecting to Shoshana Zuboff’s new book, The age of Surveillance Capitalism.

8. Finding and Following Your Own Path The title is pretty descriptive — what I wrote is pretty autobiographical, inspired by my finding my own path and the power of words.
9. Fun with simple analysis problems I: the rest of the story A continuation of the earlier post with the same title, containing an exploration of an elementary problem in analysis.
10. The Colors of Memory and Wisdom Reflection on Zeyn Joukhadar’s novel, The Map of Salt and Stars.
11. Cultures of Creativity and Innovation Thoughts on Daniel Coyle’s book, The Culture Code.
12. Letting Go Poetry.
13. Median Shapes A short invitation to explore the paper, Median Shapes, that I wrote with collaborators.
14. A Silence, Rich with Inspiration  Something inspired by Glynne Robinson Betts’ 1981 Writers in Residence
15. Everything is Illuminated Poetry.
16. Dual Tyrannies of Data and Democracy (and what to do about it) Being data driven is almost always assumed to be equivalent to correct or right. But the assumptions or axioms that one must have in place to use data are very often unexamined, without nuance, shallow or in some other way deficient. And since when did the majority have an inside track on the truth?
17. Other Planets Poetry
18. Animals and Empathy My reflections on why I do not support experimentation on animals, focusing on what happens to us when we allow ourselves to participate in these acts of cruelty.
19. Freedom and Writing terse notes on writing
20. The Space Between Poetry
21. Faith Is Connection Reflections on the nature of faith.
22. Obi Requiem for our late dog Obi
23. Disrupting Digital Delusions Reflections on David Sax’s book, Revenge of Analog.
24. Metrics and Inequality Thoughts on how we mislead ourselves in the practice of being obsessed with metrics and idea that this makes us fair.
25. Fun with simple analysis problems I An exploration of where a simple analysis problem can take you if you sit with it and listen to it speak to you.
26. Finding Quietness Also inspired by Glynne Robinson Betts’ 1981 Writers in Residence.
27. Connection vs Attention A meditation on quietness and inspiration that is unleashed by attention.
28. Doing Mathematics What it means to do mathematics, why I do mathematics, how to do this in a way generous to others.
29. Learning to think and to act Thoughts inspired by William Deresiewicz’ book  Excellent Sheep: The Miseducation of the American Elite and the Way to a Meaningful Life.
30. Heresy and Freedom Thoughts inspired by the Epilogue of Albert Schweitzer’s autobiography, Out of  My Life and Thoughts, Schweitzer’s autobiography and by Roger Williams’ life.
31. Using Photography On my beginning to take photogtaphs and my perspective about photography
32. Beginning Again Poetry
33. An Invitation to Geometric Measure Theory: Part 1 The beginning of a book on geometric analysis — this piece is about differentiation.
34. Thoughts on receiving a negative review Inspired by a rude review of a paper.
35. Geometric Measure Theory by the Book A review of 9 books on geometric measure theory, an area I work in.
36. Higher Education: the real problem is not the cost Short thoughts on four mistaken assumptions about higher education.
37. Connection Poetry.
38. The Power of solitude … and Social Connection Meditation on the power of a life tha combines time to think and deep connection with others.
39. Rage Poetry.
40. Stillness Thoughts on stillness and the power of walkabouts
41. Anarchy as Optimal Versatility In this perhaps too provocatively titled article, I talk about the advantages of not tying yourself to an authoritarian system and what the import of the phrase Ye are the salt of the earth means to me.
42. By the Light of the Moon in Broad Daylight Review of the movie Moonrise Kingdom.
43. Cultures of Disrespect Reaction to commonly used phrases in mathematics that are not helpful.
44. Scream Poetry.
45. Brilliance and Renaissance My reactions to the the documentary The Philosopher Kings.
46. First Post self-explanatory …

# Yunfeng Hu in Seattle

View From Yunfeng’s New Office in Seattle

Yunfeng Hu was recently moved from EMSI in Moscow, Idaho to a new research team at Amazon in Seattle. He is understandably very excited. Not only is the pay good, but the work is challenging and interesting and he has an excellent, inspiring team leader, Dennis Craig.

As readers of this blog know, Yunfeng was a PhD Student of mine that graduated in the spring of 2018. His work with myself and Bala (and a couple of other collaborators) is talked about in this post.

Yunfeng deserves this — he worked hard as an undergraduate, becoming an expert problem solver and as a graduate student, becoming an accomplished analyst and programmer as well. His internship and following year and a half at EMSI has prepared him very well for this new challenge.

Congratulations Yunfeng — you deserve this!

# A Sort of Synesthesia

Experiences of seeing, hearing, feeling, and knowing, often compel me to try to communicate those experiences in some way.  A sort of obsession with the beauty, with the experience of being in the moment, undulating, flowing, singing, vibarting, simultaneously opens all the senses and quiets the mind in a way that, at least for me, makes translation into words extremely hard. Sometimes I find the words to transmit something of value, but very often I find what I have written is unconvincing or even completely mute.

I need a sort of synesthesia, making translations from what I sense to words more natural or perhaps even involuntary.

Talking or writing about the experience directly, as though it were a story or a play is something I cannot do.  The full experience is so rich, so overflowing, so infinite in possibilities that direct representation is clearly unattainable. But, like visual subtleties  easier to see with your peripheral vision, something of the experience can be captured indirectly, by way of analogies, of shadows and impressionistic portraits, in reflection, after the experience.

This is why some of the most effective, powerful art is abstract or impressionistic. To transmit infinity, direct representational art, creating an expectation of finiteness, must be abandoned. Minimalism in music, moving us into rhythms and flows that slowly shift us to different states, is again, a sort of indirect encompassing, carrying us somewhere, but not directly. Experiences in nature align with this method of illumination, gently soaking in, moving us, so that we gradually become aware of the fact that we have been transformed, our attention has been shifted, profoundly altering what we see and hear and know.

Quietness — rich, vibrating, living, infinite — finds its way from our experiences to the experience of others as they immerse themselves in our art.

We have, together, attained a sort synesthesia.

# Silence and Beauty

Silence and Beauty – Makoto Fujimura (Jundt Museum)

Immersing myself in the light and color and feeling of Mako Fujimura’s paintings, I listened over and over to Bach’s “Erbarme dich, mein Gott”, as though somehow this experience could open my eyes to the words communicating what I was feeling and seeing.

immersing, drawn into deep stillness, the quietness sings.
time stops to listen, to know color and feeling

light shines through the brokenness

Words feel clumsy, infinitely poor in comparison to the visual experience. But words can tell my own story of brokenness opening me to light, to color and feeling, to quietness that sings.

It becomes clear. The deep drive to express, to illuminate the experience, can only be satisfied by taking others by the hand and leading them to their own experience of listening, of seeing, of feeling. I can invite others to “come and see”, to know why their brokenness is the beginning and not the end.

For there was One broken for them and that One is ready to shine His light through their brokenness, to pour Himself into their darkness and trauma, to heal them with his Quietness and Beauty.

come and see
the quietness and beauty

in brokenness

# Ode to My Father

Listen to the softly flowing wind creating gentle thoughts,
soft with sunlight

Strong with deep music,
feeling time only by how it sings

Misunderstood by the deaf multitude,